ei and sharon

to discribe how do i miss him so..

every night, every days, every single time i sing out to take u outta my minds.. and i fighting my self to stick up with words "I CAN LET U GO and I DONT WANNA MISS U TONITE".. although at the end i'll give up of wht i was say.. because the true thing that i cannot let u go and i miss u so badly..

i miss u . i miss u . i miss u much more than wht u ever thought..

im sorry i cant straightly say, that i miss u.. it because im shame of u are going to humble thing about me. i just been so lost in ur love and begging to have my way back to get away from u.. but im affraid i cant.. thought i give up forever to touch u but ur shadow wont disappear at all.. and my biggest wish is for my self to forget u..

yeah, my struggle to have u dont finish at all.. but i cry so much because it dont stop any sooner.. u just about to rally me out.. so i dont wanna humble my self anymore!!

u fakin me up, u break up ur promise too much, u humble me, u scrub on me, u let me down, u let me hurt, u flirts with another girls.. and i cant blame it on u cause i dont blame people I LOVE !

ur love like cursing me ! its like a sweet curse.. that stab my heart so deep.. but its all my fault to loving u too much and it will be my responsibility to take all the risk..